Happy to report that I have completed 19 day of not smoking Marijuana. I feel great and really do feel more clarity and still no desire to smoke! I was even hanging out with one of my smoker friends today and he was trying to get me to smoke and I was able to confidently tell him NO!
So far, I feel I have so much more confidence and self esteem! My negativity and second guessing of myself has vanished so far.
Thinking of not smoking for 19 days brings me back to about 3 years ago when I had moved out of state and had no connections and ended up not smoking for 6 weeks. However at that time I was not ready to quit, so I started up again at the next opputunity I had. Too bad I wasted 6 weeks of being sober. So now I am ready to continue my abstinence from smoking! Just the thought of smoking makes me feel ill! I will continue to post updates, wish me luck! Thanks