Welcome back.
A lot of commonalities between us.
I have 84 days and am making a minimum of 2 to Max 4 AA meetings a day. Also 40 y/o. (It may have said in your 40s, don't remember, mind still kinda shot)
I'm very serious about recovery this time. Which is a relief. That said, not overly confident either. Status quo.
GL,
Jules