Tired and very sad for some reason, (tired?). but am so glad to be sober. I felt it all for a couple hours the was able to let it go. I never let anything go when I was drinking. I would ruminate and play it over and over., and was unable to escape it in any way. I guess I sorta could blur it, but with the hangover it was 100 times bigger.
Still troubled by several situations I have no idea how to deal with, but that's where faith and hope come in. Those came in with sobriety and disappeared when I went back out. Those are huge gifts. I forget to notice them sometimes, but how? They're like the delightful elephants in the room.
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