Congrats on 13 days 458.
I would imagine we all pretty much have a few horror stories to tell of when we were drinking. My marriage failed because of my ex's drinking and funnily enough my recent relationship ended due to mine! - you would have thought I would have been wiser- but no. That is the nature of the disease, all sound judgement goes out of the window. I never knew where I was going to end up after a drink. Which is why I just don't anymore.
This is a safe, friendly place to be, all the help and advice you could ask for and most importantly, you don't have to be alone with it, we know what your going through.