I made it through work, but messed up right after I got out and I drank and just got super angry with my lady and went home and slept (having all sorts of weird and messed up dreams) I've been confusing dreams with real life lately, like some Matrix movie stuff.
I'm going to try to stay busy today and go see a movie with my lady and go out to eat. That should keep my mind off of the booze (and I'll have to take whatever booze I have in my truck out so I don't drink while we are out). I was having the shakes really bad earlier and just limitted myself to one shot to stop them and I'll just wait and keep everything tapered. If it doesn't work I'll look into help.