Thank you. And no, it wasn't too complicated at all. It makes a lot of sense to me. This year has been the first year I have developed a sense of being in touch with something greater than myself and I've already experienced so much growth and a new understanding from this. I also know I don't have power or control over alcohol. I'm not a chronic alcoholic but I've misused it for long enough that I will never have a healthy relationship with alcohol and I can't use it safely. It sounds like the philosophy of AA sits well with where I am. I also appreciate the idea of being open to new meanings and ideas of how to live. Your post was really helpful. Thanks again