day 44, just an update
Hi guys I am still here and sober. Not gonna say hanging in there, because that has changed so much. I no longer want to drink, no desire to drink, infact, I am quite disgusted with the whole thing. I guess its because I am having some real time to separate myself from it, instead of it being ingrained in my life and never questioning it. And thinking of being drunk now, compared to how i felt a few weeks ago is massive. I DONT feel I am missing out anymore, I had thoughts of what being drunk felt like last night, for some odd reason. And all I could think was the swimmy head, things not processing in my brain properly, feeling out of control of my body. How did I ever consider that fun????!!!
I will never drink again, and i now know it to be true without any doubt. No matter what comes my way. I'm loving my life right now, there is no comparison.
Hello to everyone joining and in their early days, keep going, its sooo worth it!