Thank you to all of you
nice to no I'm not so alone . I am full of self pity It's all just a bit much ,I hope I can be as strong as you all sound and soon . Mainly right now I want the horrible withdrawal symptoms to go ,just shake so much it's sends me into panic mode . By the sounds of some of your responses it should lesson day 5 onwards ?? I've been a self destruct drinker recently when things were going wrong in my relationship to blackout not a clue what is going on point where as before just drink because it hides the reality and yes really selfish n f...... hate myself for it . Always tho in my life I've seemed to have to escape from reality, alcohol is by far the worst ever thing to stop tho I feel . How do you all do it ? X