Coming back
After 90 days sober in April, I gave back in to the demon and I drank again. I have been drinking on and off since them with several more attempts to quit on my own (unsuccessful obviously).
I told myself after drinking everyday this week this would be my day 1. So here I am, tail between my legs and all. I'm afraid if I don't announce this I'll give in again.
It becomes like a runaway train once you start back up again.