Thank you
I no time heals ,just seem to be getting worse as I get older . Am waiting for support and counselling to help me through this . I lost my parents and my family don't want to know me so just feel so so alone . I want to make amends and turn the clock back so none of this ever happened because the guilt is tearing me apart and I just want to bury my head again and go get a drink . It's not lame what you said ,I just feel I have no purpose and am not needed in this world .