Originally Posted by
SoberonSaturn 
I am sad and the help I need is not within reach right now.
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We are all here to help. Also, have you looked for any support groups like AA in your area?
I was very sceptic to AA before, and many times turned down suggestion to go there, because I thought it wasnt for me.
When I finally went there, all on my own without being pushed or adviced by anybody to go there - I found it to be amazing. I was welcomed and understood and supported.