I am sad and the help I need is not within reach right now.
I wish alcohol was not as socially used and accepted as it is. That's what makes this crazy.
There are so many people trying to get help for an addiction that is advertised on tv as being acceptable.
I'm not ready to quit because I'm sick right now. I start every morning off with the hope of recovery and go to bed every night with guilt.
But that is my own fault for not trying hard enough.