Leanabeana,
You are is smart to realise that for many of us money is a real psychological issue around selfworth.
With that understanding, and the lack of the booze chain around your neck, accept that you are worthy of wealth -- or at least not having to worry about lack all the time.
Very hard to do for me, but I am trying.
XXX for Friday. I am also a lawyer and sometimes we just put our foot in it like the next gal. Sorry for her.