I'm on day 26 and dealing with severe anxiety and irritability as well as a blah feeling. I have bipolar disorder so I'm very familiar with deep depression and it's not that. It's just a feeling of restlessness, lack of motivation and emotionally raw feeling. Anything can set me off or make me cry and I'm having a hard time focusing on anything not related to recovery.
I didn't do rehab or take any time off and I think it's really hard to go through this while pretending all is normal. I'm doing weekly therapy and meetings, but I wish I had the ability to focus completely on my recovery. I know many people do this without rehab but it is really hard.