Hi Everyone. Better than expected. First night was fine with very few drinking and nobody was excessive. Spoke to my sister who is staying sober with me throughout the week cause she has not been feeling great. It all feels far more manageable than I was expecting but I'm being really careful. Have been reading still throughout the day.
Strange thing though - woke up with a heavy cold this morning. Usually trigger for me as I tend to drink slot of whiskey with the cold (madness I know) but I'm a wee bit baffled by the lack of cravings. I always find being ill hard but I'm still stuck in the events of last weekend. Have felt quite paranoid about the damage I've done but have made a conscious decision to let it pass over and take the best I can from this trip. I hope you are all doing and thank you for checking in 👫👫