Originally Posted by
Samsheppard64 
Self reflection can be painful.
Yes it can. I think self reflection is what kept me going back time and time again. I'm trying to put as much energy into NOT drinking and fixing my life as I did drinking and "fixing" my life. It does get better with time... like a bad breakup from a toxic relationship; One day you don't think about it..the next you do..ect..ect.. Hang in there and post here when you're thinking about having "just one'.