to test myself, I went to local watering hole this afternoon.
What made you think you needed testing blessedandfree?
Believe me you'll be tested enough without looking for trouble.
At two weeks I was protecting my sobriety as if it meant my life, cos it really did.
There are better places to hang out and relax.
Maybe, instead of testing you, your inner addict wanted a little vicarious thrill?
It got you to the bar - it got you wanting to drink...next time it might get you to order a drink?
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