Thanks everyone! I have made it through almost the whole vacation. Each day, I struggle a bit at cocktail hour and then after dinner when everyone sits around and has more drinks. Tonight I really wished I could join. It was fun to laugh and tell stories, even without alcohol but if I'm being honest, I will say that I felt like it would be more fun if I was drinking with them.
However, I did not drink. And now, just a couple hours later, I am here, feeling so good and so grateful that I didn't have even one. I am going to watch the sunrise again tomorrow and if I was drinking there is no way I would get up early enough to enjoy it.
Thank you all again for your support!