Hullo Napster!!
I'm so glad to see you alive & well -- we never really know that about a fellow-alcoholic who picks up the drink again. So perhaps you weren't so well for the last few years, what matters is your now and your future.
Be careful with yourself and know that you can do this! It's not easy, and I know everyone says so, but it's worth it. With only 3 years under my belt, the difference for me is dark to bright. It's like I can see again.
Hugs & welcome back !