Good to see you man
I needed a new me too Tap. So I became a new me.
I changed everything. I changed what I did for fun, & who I did it with.
I changed how I dealt with problems, how I dealt with boredom, how I dealt with self hatred.
It was in many ways the hardest thing I had to do, but looking back the only really hard part as I remember it now was facing the fear and the cynicism and deciding to do it anyway...
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