Good going Axe.
AV was really going for the first time in a while. It was short lived. I had the best day I've had in a while. I'm not sure what's going on. Something changed. I have been adjusting meds. It could be the magical boost that happens when one of my meds finally takes effect. Or a different one. Not sure. Got detective work to do.
My sick friend got through to me today on the phone. I blocked her number then felt bad. It was terrible. She's so alone and desperate. She wants to get out of her apartment for a few nights really badly. I did not mention that I have my sister's place to myself for a week. She was hysterical. No one will pick up the phone. She's a really good person. Parents are human garbage. I'm not able to care for her. Sad. Very sad.
Ok, I'm in bed and totally beat. Talk tomorrow.