Posting to hold myself accountable
I am STRUGGLING today. I am on vacation in Florida, staying with my dad. Other than while pregnant, I have had alcohol every time I've seen my dad since I was about 15. At cocktail hour (starting at 3pm), I had a slushy drink with the kids, but really wanted the manhattan he made.
I made it through but it is the most struggle I have had since I got sober. It's 77 days today.