Thanks Dee
I have contacted a cousin who has said she will speak to me tomorrow.
I asked her confirm an event to prove I am not loosing my mind.
I honestly feel in pain.
I feel like I have been stabbed.
I would like to have a long sleep for a couple of years.
I asked them to go to family counselling and they said no, due to their advancing age.
This may sound helpless, but at least if something does happen to them, I won't have to put up with this for much longer.
I feel that i will be free once and for all.