Hi everyone. Just been reading and catching up. Congrats to everyone on milestones whatever day it is.
It's great to read people coming back after a drink. I admire you. I drank last weekend and haven't posted due to shame embarrassment and annoyance. I've done this so many times now and each time I say this is it important taking it seriously but obviously not as then I pick up again after a few days.
I'm so sick of the cycle sick of me my weakness and my seeming inability to stay stopped. It's always the same the first few days I start to feel better soon think I'm OK so pick up again. It's sheer madness.
Yesterday my son had an accident and we went to hospital. He's fine now but we were in 6 hours and I thought I need a drink when I get home and he's in bed. It's ridiculous. A glimmer of hope is that I didn't drink. I had water ate and slept well. Day 6 tomorrow. Night all.x