Thank you for the kind comments.
After tapering yesterday I am feeling surprisingly well today, today will be booze free.
After trying so many things and listening to so many others I've finally come to the realization that everybody's recovery is different. What may work for some may not work for others and that's okay. That was kind of a big light bulb moment for me.
I'm feeling really positive today and excited to feel better and more positive as time goes on! And also restart my sobriety counter!