I admire and respect that...
I admire and respect that, not your slip, I've had more of them in my drinking days than the proverbial hot dinners, e4ven one or two in my nine years of my sobriety, after which I felt stupid!
No,your honesty, because that overrides any form of denial and projects a sense of recognition and acceptance from you and if you can do that, trust me you can recover from drinking and gain, in recovery sme peace and sobriety...
It's a good thing, drunk or sober, better when sober to remember, alcoholism is the only disease/illness that will kill you whilst at the same time telling you, you haven't got it. The only respite from which is abstinence..,. it all but killed me!