Relapse
Did great for over a month and then bam
All I want is my sober life back but I say that as I'm sitting here with a glass of cider .. Went on a 3 day bender and don't want to suffer through bad withdrawals .. Managed to workout this morning and did eat some solid food yesterday so I probably shouldn't get hit too hard .. I feel like ****, look like ****.. I want to be free again it's just so hard to get that start
It's gonna be a long road back... hope I can get there soon
This is so much harder than I thought it was going to be..
Ashamed...