Originally Posted by
Berrybean 
I think that people with addictive natures can easily get a bit addicted to unhealthy relationships. The drama. The excitement. The hope and false illusion of being The One. The one person that understands this person. The one person they turn to. The person they love and want SO much that it makes them behave like a madman. And like all addictions, this has a large risk attached and a heavy price to pay.
you just described my thought process during the last couple years to a T. urgh I completely lost myself in the process but am working on moving forward and finding myself again.