Originally Posted by
rainyengland 
I'm now dealing with the very things that started me drinking ..just dragging me down that's all
I've seen the doc and getting some help - I cannot go back to that way of life again , I have to sort it out
Just breaking my heart all this , feel I'll never smile again :-(
sure you'll smile again- head down to the recovery follies sub forum for a while. you'll be sure to smile!
the great thing is ya dont have to sort it out on your own- you have a forum of awesomeness here to give ya suggestions and advise.
it sucks, but the fact is getting sober requires some trudging some days. theres gonna be days with nasty feeling and emotions( which sometimes them feelings are true).
but it DOES get better.
"it" being you.