Originally Posted by
sugarangel 
Wow, thanks Josh. I can relate so much to everything you said. Seriously. Like the thing about the mailbox. Or saying you can't handle this or that sober. Oh boy, that is exactly like me, and it is really nice to know I am not alone. Everything you said just really struck a cord with me. So thank you, and you are right, we do have the same triggers. I really needed to read this.
Awesome post.
Well..if you figure out a way to deal with things or 'figure things out' as a lot of people have told me to do...let me know. I'll take any tips or suggestions. I'm serious. If you told me to eat an onion while whistling happy birthday upside down..I'd do it.
I WANT TO BE CLEAN AND HAPPY. I just can't seem to get my mind right and ACCEPT the fact that it's going to take awhile. I'm impatient. I'm glad you understood my post.. I sincerely felt alone for a bit there. But, you, TeaTree, Marcus, and the rest of the SR family have really made me see that I'm not as crazy as I think I am.
Stay positive Sugar..we will get through this.