MadelineRose, welcome to SR and congratulations on staying clean even through this horrible time in your life. I'm so glad you found us here and I hope you continue to read and post. I received so much support and education from the members here and hope you feel the same after you've been around for a while.
I'm so glad to hear that you were able to recognize the need to leave AND that you had the means to do so. Please continue to stay safe and again, post and read as much as you can/want to. We are all here for you.