I've never gone more than 52 days without a drink. I was so angry and upset and depressed it was like hell on earth. Awful. I'll try maybe a week to start.
Originally Posted by
doggonecarl 
It takes time to reap all the benefits of sobriety. If your expectations are high and your patience low, you aren't giving recovery a fair chance, then disappointment is understandable.
Can you commit to a period of time, say six months sober, to give your mind and body time to heal from the effects of your drinking? Then re-evaluate?