Anger and finality
Plan is to have my lawyer file the D petition when she returns from vacation. Still no idea how to serve the papers to him.
Why does he get so angry at the thought of getting sober? He's gotten so angry with me and pushes me away literally when I've talked to him about options. He knows now D is imminent.
I know I will be doing what's best for me and our child, but this is very hard and the anger is hard to deal with. I know I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this with someone I don't respect for the choices he's making and his unwillingness to work on himself. I know I don't want to keep living with someone who ignores or gets angry with me depending on the day.