Hi noturnignback
I think a lot of people think if they ever want a drink again their whole recovery is worthless..nut to me thats just the AV squawking.
The quality of recovery doesn't lie in the thoughts we have - it lies in what we do with them.
Sounds like you did pretty good...but if you think you need to revise your recovery plan - whether in finding more support, or exerting more effort - thats never a bad idea
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