Day 19 but feel like bacl at week 1
Well this is a strange turn of events. Yesterday husband went and got his usual beer from the fridge, same as he has every night,( I havent asked him to give it up). Beer wasn't my drink anyway, so not something I though to drink unless I was blackout drunk and nothing else available, so haven't worried about it. But for some reason, oooooh I wanted that beer, I didn't, but then the thoughts started coming that maybe I cant do this afterall. Feeling really fed up and honestly I feel like I'm back to how I felt at the start and that I'm scared I will relapse again. All the confidence I felt has left, and that's terrifying me that I'm in a prime position to relapse. I know its just the AV rearing its ugly head. I know it, I can see it for what it is. But after feeling so great, its sucks to feel almost back to the start again. All the urge surfing in the world wasn't helping last night, so I ended up going to bed instead. Frustating!