That feeling again :(
Hey all, here it is Monday morning. I'm laying in bed with 'that feeling' again.
My wife went out of town on Thursday, and I have been drunk every night since. Ironically on what was my six months of sobriety. I have no words for how low I am feeling right now. Horrible horrible feeling. When my wife is here I have no problem not drinking… But it's a different story when I'm by myself. I haven't figured out how to be so when I am alone. Again, just a horrible feeling… I wish I could take back the past couple days back and redo them.