Thank you
I am so glad to ventured to this forum. The empathy and support very soothing to my calamitous feeling. And yes, off my bottom and find a meeting tonight. i do have a tendency for erring on the defeatist side surprise surprise that's never in my consciousness when I buy the booze
Etc etc etc. I will recover. Whether my life goes on as I loved it sober maybe....give myself a fighting chance. Thank you, I will stick close, will keep reading.