Originally Posted by
Smarie78 
Great advice above, but one thing to add is that there is NOTHING wrong with feeling terrible because it's "only been 3 months". ... It can feel pretty rotten when you think you just started something beautiful and amazing only for the rug to be pulled out from under and reveal what feels like yet another disappointment. Saying goodbye to something that felt like it had so much potential.
Thank you Smarie78 you've voiced exactly what I was struggling to articulate
I hear everyone loud and clear on the 'this is just the beginning' and I am so grateful to you all for sharing your experiences with me, I'm just sorry anyone has gone/is going through this. I'm blown away by the support here and I feel so much more informed and certain about what I have to do.