((((((((Angel)))))))))) Try to remember they are just urges. They will not kill you, but the drug will. The urges will go away if you don't use. Write here some more. Write about exactly what you are thinking. What is using going to do for you? What will NOT using do for you? Take some long, slow deep breaths. Take a hot bath. Go for a walk. Do anything but use. You can make it through this.
Thinking of you!
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