You found a good place here,some1.I know that these forums at SR have been a great blessing to me.I too was high every day,all day,for thirty some years.I sure missed out on a lot that life had to offer me because of that.I finally stopped a little over a year ago after thinking for years that I never could.It aint easy but it sure is worth it.I'm 48 now and I feel like I'm just starting to live my life.Pot may not be a so called "hard" drug,but it can rob you of your life in many other ways.Good luck and hang in there.I'll be praying for you.