I hear you on that, Lynn. I've been using weed to go to sleep for so long I don't even know what it's like to have a normal sleep cycle.
OK I would like to vent, if I may. I had the worst day by far since I got sober.
Woke up at 2AM, couldn't go back to sleep. Allergies I guess, which I never had much of an issue with. Went to plug in my phone to charge it and the usb port pins fell out, so my phone is now useless (had to order a new one). Had a 3 hr commute to job in a work truck with no AC and 90 degree weather + traffic, 3 hr commute back, sore shoulder from sleeping on it wrong that was just screaming in pain during the drive.
Know what, though? Not once did I think of getting high. I just wanted to go home, take a shower, order a new phone, and crash.