12 years into my recovery I continue to have the occasional high anxiety, stress, and even a panic attack or two. Nobody guaranteed me this would be a smooth ride, and honestly that's what makes it so rewarding. An easy effortless life would be pretty boring.
One step at a time, one day at a time, one breath at a time. I wish you the best life has to offer, it's our reward for the dues we've paid to reach this point.