The job that is gonna change my life for the better is coming up soon and I've got everything in order and waiting on the call, it's the best thing that could happen. 7 years no booze, 6 years no cocaine and 5 years no cigs, no skeletons in the closet. Gonna be moving from my home town where my addicted life started and the place has little job opportunities, doesn't even have a movie theater. This should be a time of rejoicing but I am about as miserable as a person could be. What is wrong with me?
