Originally Posted by ardy

Hi kids and beans... I am here.. sad and dragging a bit..
got word yesterday of 2 more of my high school classmates passing.. that makes 15 since Jan this year.... and my lovely neighbor Bev is going from cancer that she hide from family and friends...

last night I did a shot of Captain Morgan and a huge glass of Ice Cream... have not done any thing like this in 5 years.. but it put me to sleep..at 8:30pm.... at least my tears had stopped....
I know its not the right thing to do.. but after two hours of music and tears and Eddie Lee trying hard to make this Lady Clown laugh.. I did it.. and ate dinner and went to sleep... to dream too not be in tears..
age Who said that when you get older all your mates die and leave..

sorry all.. promise not to repeat.. I am in for a sober 24 hours please.. God take care of so many families in tears.. this day... ardy