Hi all, thank you so much for the kind replies. It really means a lot to me. 😊 I'm happy to report that I am a week sober! I'm truly just taking it one day at a time. I've been to five meetings this week which I feel good about. Haven't found a sponsor yet but looking and reading the big book. I'm not sure if AA is for me but it's definitely been good to sit in meetings this week and I want to at least give the program a fair chance.