Thanks friends
Day 1 is winding down. I'm getting ready to turn in early. Brain is still thick with fog but clear enough to have worked out a rough sketch of a recovery plan. Lots of getting back to the basics of those early days of sobriety and attending to my stress in live time, if possible. I would love to have a week or two off work to redirect the course of this ship, but I know that's not a possibility at the moment as co-workers are in full summer vacation mode and I have no seniority. So I will just try to plod along and try to leave early if the opportunity arises, which it will due to the surgeons being on summer vacation as well. Hubs is happy to hear I'm going back on the wagon but I'm not doing it for him this time, I'm doing it for me. Day 2 is on the horizon and lucky for me the horizon is a pretty massive target....so I'm sure to hit it, even if my aim's a little off due to the lingering effects of this relapse.
Lots of love for all of you