Yeah, I've been reading alot today, both in here and in the Alcoholics section. I found it quite upsetting to be honest.
I try not to think of it most times, just thinking of it as something he does (drinks) as opposed to it being a disease. I only really think of it when he's upset or in a bad way with it, I suppose I try not to think about it as being too bad a thing all the time because I want to try and shut it out.
It wasn't until recently that I realised that it DOES infact control us all, not just him.
Hopefully, through being a member here, I won't feel so alone with my thoughts and maybe learn to deal with my emotions instead of taking it out on everyone else.
Thanks for all the welcome messages
