I merged both of your threads into one.
To be honest, I don't think the gender of the prostitute or them doing what they're paid to do is really the issue to focus on here, v0da.
Sounds like you made some bad decisions.
Alcohol and I made a bad pair too.
You can move on from this, and you can make your future be markedly different to your past.
I have promised myself that i will NEVER will have another drink
Thats a great first step, man
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