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I have been drinking for about 4 years and i am 21 now. Things recently got out of hand for me and i went downhill super fast i guess. So yesterday i get paid nd i decide to go to the casino where i almost lost everything and luckily got i back. However, by the time i left the place 6 hours later i am quite intoxicated. A mate of mine rings me to catch up at a night club so i go and i get completely ********* there and even got throewn out.

After being thrown out i take 1 hour to sober up a bit asi can barely walk. After i managed to walk again i start roaming the city streets and long story short i end up in some dark alley getting a ******* by a hooker. After we go back to the main street and i ******* realize she is actually HE..... I start swearing and breaking **** on street, how there was no cops to arrest me i dnt know...

After about half and hour later i realize most of my money is missing and what i do is go to the casino again where i lost everything. After all that happened i am at this point crying in my way home. I come home still super intoxicated, i had to tell my mom i lost my whole pay and obviosly we had a heated argument where i went nuts. I wake up eight hours later and remembering all this **** and i just feel devastated.

I know no one cares about my drunken stories but i just feel soo sad that i dnt know if i will ever get over what happend. I HATE alcohol, it has destoyed my self respect, i cant believe all this happend simply because i was drunk.....