Originally Posted by
tealily 
Chilledice,
I'm so sorry you going through this. So glad you are not drinking, and that you are determined to not start again. It must be incredibly frustrating to be making such good progress on the drinking, only to be slammed by the OCD.
Are you seeing a psychotherapist currently? Have you ever been on medication for OCD before?
Please, don't despair. You CAN get through this.
I'm so glad you reached out. Please be open with your therapist and medical doctor and call someone, reach out, if you ever feel desperate again.
Meanwhile we are always here for you!
Hugs to you.
Thank you so much!
My Dr knows about the ptsd but I was too embarrassed to tell her about the ocd, the psychotherapist I speak to is via phone. Calling Dr tomorrow tho.
I really appreciate you!